you duckfuck dipshit!
spending the weekend at my dads. haven't had a snus since friday, been taking the edge off with cigarettes though. nasty habits. well well... woke up at 7:45am! now that must be a record for me, especially when it's sunday.
we're celebrating Tove's birthday today. 13years old! Grats!
hopefully i have something with a little sensible context(is that how you say it?) to post here soon, not now though.
oh and i have no more rights to nag on Nat for being a lazy blogger, i'm a master of slack myself it appears. :)
shut the fuck up Donny!
Sunday, 23 November 2008
Tuesday, 18 November 2008
roophies
due to my father liking the previous song i posted, i post one more.
and due to lack of motivation at the moment i'm not going to post anything big. might come something later.
love each other.
and due to lack of motivation at the moment i'm not going to post anything big. might come something later.
love each other.
Monday, 17 November 2008
mankind in a mass psychosis
back laters, bad mood today. i'm trying to give up nicotine. nasty habits.
take me for a walk.
Wednesday, 12 November 2008
oh sanity, where art thou?
ah, now i have calmed down a little.
Gustaf managed to get me back on earth.
i'll give you my religion. an open heart and mind. "god" to me is the creativity of mankind and the universe. the share beauty of this reality is religion enough. i appreciate the mystery, not to have everything spat in my face. letting me create my own reality, my own religion and getting inspired and renewed by the people around me. to me creativity is life.
Terence Mckennas words should be heard by everyone. he gave us some very interesting views on life.
Gustaf managed to get me back on earth.
i'll give you my religion. an open heart and mind. "god" to me is the creativity of mankind and the universe. the share beauty of this reality is religion enough. i appreciate the mystery, not to have everything spat in my face. letting me create my own reality, my own religion and getting inspired and renewed by the people around me. to me creativity is life.
Terence Mckennas words should be heard by everyone. he gave us some very interesting views on life.
taking care of no business
ahh! JOY!
i just had the BEST discussion EVER. some religious people truly are stupid. as soon as you show them the facts of their own religion in your own perspective, they call you insane and boring. this one actually told me i depressed her. how the fuck can you still call yourself a christian if what i say depress you? if you believe something you should at least know the facts of your own religion, and no matter what i have to say you should be able to have an answer based on that religion. if all you can say is "you depress me", "your crazy"and so on you should check yourself. because then you truly are a broken person. a scared idiot without the courage to think for yourself. to question and build your own belief.
i'm not saying all christians or all religious people are stupid. that is not how i see it. i have many friends of many religions. but they do stand by their religion, and have thought about it for themselves. and god is no santa clause for them, as it is for you. they don't need to say "now i know why people want to murder" just because i say something that makes them uncomfortable. they think about it, and give an honest answer. many many of the christians i have met haven't even read the whole bible. grats. even i have done that.
and apparently, because i question my existence. i do not live my life. apparently living life is working all day, buying shit i don't need and sleeping the rest of life away. fucking moron. grow up.
i just had the BEST discussion EVER. some religious people truly are stupid. as soon as you show them the facts of their own religion in your own perspective, they call you insane and boring. this one actually told me i depressed her. how the fuck can you still call yourself a christian if what i say depress you? if you believe something you should at least know the facts of your own religion, and no matter what i have to say you should be able to have an answer based on that religion. if all you can say is "you depress me", "your crazy"and so on you should check yourself. because then you truly are a broken person. a scared idiot without the courage to think for yourself. to question and build your own belief.
i'm not saying all christians or all religious people are stupid. that is not how i see it. i have many friends of many religions. but they do stand by their religion, and have thought about it for themselves. and god is no santa clause for them, as it is for you. they don't need to say "now i know why people want to murder" just because i say something that makes them uncomfortable. they think about it, and give an honest answer. many many of the christians i have met haven't even read the whole bible. grats. even i have done that.
and apparently, because i question my existence. i do not live my life. apparently living life is working all day, buying shit i don't need and sleeping the rest of life away. fucking moron. grow up.
with a circus mind that's running wild
incoming wall of text. this is an outbreak from tonight's hours of reading forums, youtube comments, listening to stand-up and pure randomness. i just got a little fed up tonight. hearing "important" people talk.
i love how EVERYONE knows EVERYTHING nowadays. you laugh at god and swallow the theories thrown at you by scientists. but what the fuck do you know? even IF we all crawled on a beach at some point, HOW does that make you any smarter? knowing that changes nothing... and scientists think that EVERYTHING sprung from NOTHING in a single moment, a.k.a big bang. if you can make that leap, how can you laugh at a theory that implies someone actually worked on it? but all that religion does is create differences, in my opinion.
and humans have a nice way of alienating themselves from the universe. thinking of the universe as a materialistic thing, instead of something living. as far as i'm concerned, the universe is a very creative being, or something very creative created it. because no one in their right mind would believe the universe is an accident. check yourself, damn it. even if there is an endless amount of universes, something creative must have "thought" of it.
people fail to see why people act and do what they do. people does not see the emptiness within themselves. we are far to busy following trends, watching horrible movies or listening to music with no soul. your personality is created by the moments you experience. of course you have choice and such, but after that choice is made you can not decide what exactly is going to happen. when you are born you are empty, and the world you are thrown into is going to shape you. you can't blame people for differences they cannot control. people just are who they are. but if everyone would stop and take a few moments and truly think for themselves, see what they actually want, i bet you none would want to live in the "modern" society.
scientists with their math and fancy language love to laugh at religion and spiritual things, as if religion is something different then math and theories. religion is different ways of trying to understand the universe, very shitty ways yes, but so is science in some degree. i mean, they use math to try to imitate reality. and that is assuming that this is possible with something mankind, whom is a very young species in the universe, made up. this is as silly as any religion in my ears. sure we discover amazing things with science, but we are in NO WAY any "smarter" now than 2000 years ago. i mean, what impact does knowing the earth is round have on your life? yeah sure, you don't have to worry about falling over the edge. but no one fell over the edge when they belived it was flat either. all i am saying is don't fucking judge all the time. stop and think for yourself, take a plunge into NOT KNOWING ANYTHING.
Thank You.
i have to stop typing now, i'm getting nowhere. and the spelling thing does not work, so i hope it is at least understandable.
treat yourself with this: Vicar hospitalized with potato up his bum.
priceless, who the fuck thinks of pleasuring himself with a damn potato? hanging drapes.... suuuuuure. and the person who shoved a russian doll up the arse is pure genius.
i sure wish i had me a sandwich, or anything. i'm so broke i can't even pay attention. i'm so poor i can't even give you the time.
Fred
i love how EVERYONE knows EVERYTHING nowadays. you laugh at god and swallow the theories thrown at you by scientists. but what the fuck do you know? even IF we all crawled on a beach at some point, HOW does that make you any smarter? knowing that changes nothing... and scientists think that EVERYTHING sprung from NOTHING in a single moment, a.k.a big bang. if you can make that leap, how can you laugh at a theory that implies someone actually worked on it? but all that religion does is create differences, in my opinion.
and humans have a nice way of alienating themselves from the universe. thinking of the universe as a materialistic thing, instead of something living. as far as i'm concerned, the universe is a very creative being, or something very creative created it. because no one in their right mind would believe the universe is an accident. check yourself, damn it. even if there is an endless amount of universes, something creative must have "thought" of it.
people fail to see why people act and do what they do. people does not see the emptiness within themselves. we are far to busy following trends, watching horrible movies or listening to music with no soul. your personality is created by the moments you experience. of course you have choice and such, but after that choice is made you can not decide what exactly is going to happen. when you are born you are empty, and the world you are thrown into is going to shape you. you can't blame people for differences they cannot control. people just are who they are. but if everyone would stop and take a few moments and truly think for themselves, see what they actually want, i bet you none would want to live in the "modern" society.
scientists with their math and fancy language love to laugh at religion and spiritual things, as if religion is something different then math and theories. religion is different ways of trying to understand the universe, very shitty ways yes, but so is science in some degree. i mean, they use math to try to imitate reality. and that is assuming that this is possible with something mankind, whom is a very young species in the universe, made up. this is as silly as any religion in my ears. sure we discover amazing things with science, but we are in NO WAY any "smarter" now than 2000 years ago. i mean, what impact does knowing the earth is round have on your life? yeah sure, you don't have to worry about falling over the edge. but no one fell over the edge when they belived it was flat either. all i am saying is don't fucking judge all the time. stop and think for yourself, take a plunge into NOT KNOWING ANYTHING.
Thank You.
i have to stop typing now, i'm getting nowhere. and the spelling thing does not work, so i hope it is at least understandable.
treat yourself with this: Vicar hospitalized with potato up his bum.
priceless, who the fuck thinks of pleasuring himself with a damn potato? hanging drapes.... suuuuuure. and the person who shoved a russian doll up the arse is pure genius.
i sure wish i had me a sandwich, or anything. i'm so broke i can't even pay attention. i'm so poor i can't even give you the time.
Fred
Tuesday, 11 November 2008
running, jumping, climbing trees
ah! joy! got chased from bed due to the alarm going off this morning. at least we got some work done.
i spent the night at Gustaf's playing Mirrors Edge, now that was a great game. also tried some Dead Space witch looked nice, though no fall out 3.
took a look at a Wade Davis talk today, i had seen it some time ago but it's still as good as the first time.
interesting indeed.
well, now Gustaf is making dinner and laughing at silly stuff as usual and i wanna join in. so i might get back later tonight on some more subjects or tomorrow!
i'll leave you with a Terrence Mckenna quote.
"I thought about it, a few years actually, and I decided that meaning and language are two different things. And that what the alien voice in the psychedelic experience wants to reveal is the syntactical nature of reality. That the real secret of magic is that the world is made of words, and that if you know the words that the world is made of you can make of it whatever you wish."
i spent the night at Gustaf's playing Mirrors Edge, now that was a great game. also tried some Dead Space witch looked nice, though no fall out 3.
took a look at a Wade Davis talk today, i had seen it some time ago but it's still as good as the first time.
interesting indeed.
well, now Gustaf is making dinner and laughing at silly stuff as usual and i wanna join in. so i might get back later tonight on some more subjects or tomorrow!
i'll leave you with a Terrence Mckenna quote.
"I thought about it, a few years actually, and I decided that meaning and language are two different things. And that what the alien voice in the psychedelic experience wants to reveal is the syntactical nature of reality. That the real secret of magic is that the world is made of words, and that if you know the words that the world is made of you can make of it whatever you wish."
Monday, 10 November 2008
why invent boredom?
due to laziness and an uncooperative computer i did not post anything from my dads. i had loads o' fun though, went shopping a little. also had a great lasagna.
i watched Pans Labyrinth this weekend. expected a kids movie... very graphic violence. and beautifully told story. i liked it. but i liked Hogfather even more. i've never seen or read anything from Terry Pratchett earlier, so now i might have to plow my way through the discworld series.
my mom watched this TV show earlier were this girl payed a guy with oral sex for fixing her table. job well done sir!
me and Gustaf will soon release some music too, something to look forward too!
Autoschprak.
i watched Pans Labyrinth this weekend. expected a kids movie... very graphic violence. and beautifully told story. i liked it. but i liked Hogfather even more. i've never seen or read anything from Terry Pratchett earlier, so now i might have to plow my way through the discworld series.
my mom watched this TV show earlier were this girl payed a guy with oral sex for fixing her table. job well done sir!
me and Gustaf will soon release some music too, something to look forward too!
Autoschprak.
Friday, 7 November 2008
tinseltown to the boogiedown
well, a new day.
getting ready for a visit to my dad. looking forward to it! i'll be there all weekend, nice with a little break from edsbyn.
i'm gonna have to get you all to give leaping boy a listen, awesomeness.
also, if you want awesomeness. Midnight Brown made a cover of this song and i was so happy when Gooze found the original on youtube. This is pure gold...
wish you were here in jail. kiss one more time, YEAH! gotta love japan.
something a bit more interesting might come up later tonight when i am intoxicated.
spurt!
getting ready for a visit to my dad. looking forward to it! i'll be there all weekend, nice with a little break from edsbyn.
i'm gonna have to get you all to give leaping boy a listen, awesomeness.
also, if you want awesomeness. Midnight Brown made a cover of this song and i was so happy when Gooze found the original on youtube. This is pure gold...
wish you were here in jail. kiss one more time, YEAH! gotta love japan.
something a bit more interesting might come up later tonight when i am intoxicated.
spurt!
popping the cherry
welcome fellow earthlings!
my second attempt to blog, first one kinda died out... but that one was in swedish, so i thought why not try english for a lil' broader audience. first of all i feel obliged to warn you. see my grammar and spelling is horrible, but that's one of the reasons i try this out in english. to improve!
first post is made from my moms house, where i currently live. and it's 4:51AM here, so the creativity isn't at it's peak at the moment. but i'll try to say something useful.
it's been a nice day and evening at home. worked a little on a movie script for Niklas. i have named it "Underland" in swedish and it's really coming along nicely. better then i expected even. what it is about is still a secret though, and if you know the secret don't spoil it! after translating the whole thing into swedish and adding some stuff i took a walk with my brother. fuckin' snow! cold! rest of the evening was spent talking to Gooze and Natalie. two people that really inspire me.
and here's some old stuff in swedish that i put together in a moment of frustration, i'm too lazy to translate or write something new tonight.
"Vi har pengar, resurser och vetenskap nog att skapa ett paradis på jorden. Problemet är att vi låter de mest empatilösa och hjärntvättade leda oss. Av någon, för mig, helt obegriplig anledning är det som är viktigast i dagens samhälle överflöd. Ett överflöd varje människa skulle må bättre av att inte ha. För hur kan någon med gott samvete stå och se på hur andra människor lider p.g.a pengar? En skitig papperslapp vi satt ett symboliskt värde på... Nej, utan det här samhället
behöver vi inte 1000 nya lagar om året. Eller ett meningslöst jobb. Den mänskliga hjärnan har blivit ett operativsystem som politik och media kan styra bästfan de vill. Dags att vakna tycker jag! Men vad vet jag.."
and yes, i do realize this is nothing new, nor do i think my writings will make a big difference. and i am not saying that i am in any way better then the people going with the flow. and since i'm not blaming you for going to your jobs, making unnecessary products just to keep the money flowing, i expect the same treatment in return. meaning you won't look down on me for living life in a different way. i get depressed from doing, in my opinion, totally meaningless things, and it chokes me. therefore i pursue my dream of becoming a writer, since i see no other way of living my life.
i might be crap at writing, but i truly like it. so i don't really care if you consider it crap or not. i write for myself. selling books and making money of it is just a really nice bonus. but of course it is my dream to make a living of it and write full time. all i really hope to do is inspire. and to be inspired in return.
that will be all for tonight/morning. gots to get to bed. meeting tomorrow.
also, this blog will NOT be me spewing shit on society. but since i did not have anything new nor funny to write tonight i just threw in some old shit. and that was spewing on society.
nighteo!
(feel free to correct my english)
my second attempt to blog, first one kinda died out... but that one was in swedish, so i thought why not try english for a lil' broader audience. first of all i feel obliged to warn you. see my grammar and spelling is horrible, but that's one of the reasons i try this out in english. to improve!
first post is made from my moms house, where i currently live. and it's 4:51AM here, so the creativity isn't at it's peak at the moment. but i'll try to say something useful.
it's been a nice day and evening at home. worked a little on a movie script for Niklas. i have named it "Underland" in swedish and it's really coming along nicely. better then i expected even. what it is about is still a secret though, and if you know the secret don't spoil it! after translating the whole thing into swedish and adding some stuff i took a walk with my brother. fuckin' snow! cold! rest of the evening was spent talking to Gooze and Natalie. two people that really inspire me.
and here's some old stuff in swedish that i put together in a moment of frustration, i'm too lazy to translate or write something new tonight.
"Vi har pengar, resurser och vetenskap nog att skapa ett paradis på jorden. Problemet är att vi låter de mest empatilösa och hjärntvättade leda oss. Av någon, för mig, helt obegriplig anledning är det som är viktigast i dagens samhälle överflöd. Ett överflöd varje människa skulle må bättre av att inte ha. För hur kan någon med gott samvete stå och se på hur andra människor lider p.g.a pengar? En skitig papperslapp vi satt ett symboliskt värde på... Nej, utan det här samhället
behöver vi inte 1000 nya lagar om året. Eller ett meningslöst jobb. Den mänskliga hjärnan har blivit ett operativsystem som politik och media kan styra bästfan de vill. Dags att vakna tycker jag! Men vad vet jag.."
and yes, i do realize this is nothing new, nor do i think my writings will make a big difference. and i am not saying that i am in any way better then the people going with the flow. and since i'm not blaming you for going to your jobs, making unnecessary products just to keep the money flowing, i expect the same treatment in return. meaning you won't look down on me for living life in a different way. i get depressed from doing, in my opinion, totally meaningless things, and it chokes me. therefore i pursue my dream of becoming a writer, since i see no other way of living my life.
i might be crap at writing, but i truly like it. so i don't really care if you consider it crap or not. i write for myself. selling books and making money of it is just a really nice bonus. but of course it is my dream to make a living of it and write full time. all i really hope to do is inspire. and to be inspired in return.
that will be all for tonight/morning. gots to get to bed. meeting tomorrow.
also, this blog will NOT be me spewing shit on society. but since i did not have anything new nor funny to write tonight i just threw in some old shit. and that was spewing on society.
nighteo!
(feel free to correct my english)
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