popping the cherry

welcome fellow earthlings!

my second attempt to blog, first one kinda died out... but that one was in swedish, so i thought why not try english for a lil' broader audience. first of all i feel obliged to warn you. see my grammar and spelling is horrible, but that's one of the reasons i try this out in english. to improve!

first post is made from my moms house, where i currently live. and it's 4:51AM here, so the creativity isn't at it's peak at the moment. but i'll try to say something useful.


it's been a nice day and evening at home. worked a little on a movie script for Niklas. i have named it "Underland" in swedish and it's really coming along nicely. better then i expected even. what it is about is still a secret though, and if you know the secret don't spoil it! after translating the whole thing into swedish and adding some stuff i took a walk with my brother. fuckin' snow! cold! rest of the evening was spent talking to Gooze and Natalie. two people that really inspire me.

and here's some old stuff in swedish that i put together in a moment of frustration, i'm too lazy to translate or write something new tonight.

"Vi har pengar, resurser och vetenskap nog att skapa ett paradis på jorden. Problemet är att vi låter de mest empatilösa och hjärntvättade leda oss. Av någon, för mig, helt obegriplig anledning är det som är viktigast i dagens samhälle överflöd. Ett överflöd varje människa skulle må bättre av att inte ha. För hur kan någon med gott samvete stå och se på hur andra människor lider p.g.a pengar? En skitig papperslapp vi satt ett symboliskt värde på... Nej, utan det här samhället
behöver vi inte 1000 nya lagar om året. Eller ett meningslöst jobb. Den mänskliga hjärnan har blivit ett operativsystem som politik och media kan styra bästfan de vill. Dags att vakna tycker jag! Men vad vet jag.."

and yes, i do realize this is nothing new, nor do i think my writings will make a big difference. and i am not saying that i am in any way better then the people going with the flow. and since i'm not blaming you for going to your jobs, making unnecessary products just to keep the money flowing, i expect the same treatment in return. meaning you won't look down on me for living life in a different way. i get depressed from doing, in my opinion, totally meaningless things, and it chokes me. therefore i pursue my dream of becoming a writer, since i see no other way of living my life.
i might be crap at writing, but i truly like it. so i don't really care if you consider it crap or not. i write for myself. selling books and making money of it is just a really nice bonus. but of course it is my dream to make a living of it and write full time. all i really hope to do is inspire. and to be inspired in return.

that will be all for tonight/morning. gots to get to bed. meeting tomorrow.

also, this blog will NOT be me spewing shit on society. but since i did not have anything new nor funny to write tonight i just threw in some old shit. and that was spewing on society.

nighteo!

(feel free to correct my english)